Kind of allllllll the things but I'm open to potential offers

At least one lol

Think you've seen it

2024-09-18T18:48:37

I might be alone for a few hours. House is filthy but maybe youd want to hop over

I'll vacuum, lol

Carpet burn doeant bother me

Any reason you ask.

It's just messier up there

I have food here

2024-09-18T20:51:04

Wanna kmow something that explains a bit of naivete?

*Of mine

And, um, defffffff not asmr lol

In my district, basic sex ed ia 5th grade. I was living in France. 7th grade health is basically phase 2 of sex ed and my parents waivered me out of that unit. 10th grade health is the last installment and i tested out of that class.... since you can't mandate sex ed teaching, it couldnt be on the testing out test

I never had sex ed in school. There's a little more that branches off from there, but that probably explains a decent chunk

Mine obv didnt want me learning anything

I might have connected some dots

And i never got " the talk" but that's a little bit of a different story

No real opinion on asmr

Never explored it at all

Weird

Yours?

Cookin figuratively or literally?

What?

Oh la la! Merveilleux!

Quelle sort de poulet faux?

Aimez-vous su bowuf impossible?

*du boeuf

Mais non, je ne le connais

I'll have to rain check that, so thanks!

Like i said, romight has been weird. Kind of suddenly feeling weirdly unwell and with an aura migraine, but i dont get auras with mine

And ive been humming for a while

Plus all of a sudden i HAD to lay down and then it was like a half hour later

This is a purely physical thing. I think. Just no idea what happened. Did get hypoglycemic earlier but that was a quick fix. Still no fever. And i ate.

I do like pleasant thoughts though

Awww

What about Monday evening?

Home from...?

Lol

I will be alone for a while monday evening

Lots of houses for sale up in here

Back atcha!

Yay!

How are you?

Im sure you'd rather be hurkledurkling today

That's my vocab for you lol

Oh are we?

How come?

Still yearning, eh?

Why, whatEVER could you mean??

I was up then today :)

That's how i operate, lol

I like thw feeling of owning the world and being productive and accomplished before anyone else can even blink

Vous faites quoi aujourd'hui?

??

No kidding

My job is loss sensitive billing. Their last claims i was able to invoice were only until May 31. They do not like me much now. Some of these insureds incur close to $500k in losses alone in one month so at least 3 in a row billed in one fell swoop will not be taken well. Plus it'll mess withe their held collateral and blahblahblah. And there are 34 policies i havent been able to input yet, not even to collect their policy deposits. So we're just throwing free coverage everywhere i guess

Hahahahahahahahaaaaaa

Youre so cute

Where do you work when you're chez vous?

How do you isolate, or do you?

When you have a moment, i have a feeling or 2 to express. I may have already told you one but idk. I think they're nice but they're easily perceived as weird or maybe even sad

Did i explain why i was so sleepy post-activities? You're basically a first for that too. Ive never literally slept with/next to someone except that person i married, and that was after we moved in together

My room, btw, is a croffice (craft room + office)

Maybe but not where i was going with that

To girlsplain it, when someone is hyperaware and fight-flighting for a very long time, once they finally feel safe or like they can actually relax, there's no way to combat the tired that comes over them

Me too

I feel yucky today and would love for you to just cuddle me under big puffy blankets

Thanks. Back at you

If the unkverse were to create, procure, or provide something for you, what would it be? Short lists are fine too. Anything at all, no limitations except that it be something for you

Okay. Then i open the floor to all of that

I want to know :)

Valiant

But they were supposed to be selfish wants

Are you okay today?

Weighted, maybe

You seem out of character

I dont believe you but i also dont force people to ralk or do anything else when they arent ready or dont want to

What happened today to catalyst your jovial downturn?

But whyyyyyyyyyy

Did you finally fall from the high? I bet that's it

Guess i have to look that up now

Fuckkkkk

Quite the biology sesh

Ah, you seem to have forgotten a key fact

Know what that fact is?

Correct

Well kind of 3 if you count the boy cats

So then there are a few other ways for me to help you help me

Youre welcome to drop by monday evening but it could only be for like 2 hours

Fix the work stuff so im back to my normal schedule and i have at least 2 days home all day alone

Nyquilcoladas?

Would be like 5ish i think

I think you misspelled "tasty" and "brilliant"

I'd still like you to inebriate me with more than just your own intoxicants

I'm so sorry for that

That's been what i wanted to say to you.... way too many times

Well, what i said is very true

😊

I would most definitely not eat that, but i hope you like it!

And i kind of wanted what i wanted lol

Why are you sorry? I havent clicked it yet

Sounds like you lol

Didn't look actually

And not ignoring you - just out and about. Ish

Also, at what point would you call in if you were just going to wfh but had a fever?

Omgggggg

I do not??

Proud of you!

I'll get to these, really, in a car next to spouse atm

Have a SIL in back too

Unhappy baby at best

But anyway

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How much have you had?

2024-09-19T23:22:41

Hey?

How are you?

What's wrong?

Why just ok?

*woken

L9l

Oh did you?

Pardon the interruption - did you check? Do you actually have one?

Okay. We can recommence :)

Which earrings to i wear today?

You were happy at this photo, yes?

Nevvvvvvvvver hoops

Apparently i have zero falloween earringa except for some leaves

I settled for lotuses

When i get my garbage pile of a room clean, I'll show you my variety

I have a potentially vain-sounding question, though it's also a genuine inquiry

Why do you keep thinking and saying nice things? Like that your sweet girl here is pretty

Do you actually believe it or just think it's what i want to hear?

No es bueno!

Why the chest pain? Want some benzodiazepine?

Same! Or by, you know, just existing

Why do you say that?

I recall this about your childhood

I dont know which i would choose since i have both

What would you say your favorite creative activity is?

Cool

Favorite TV shows and movies?

I never said anything about them being current, silly boy

Very similar here. Doesnt mean i don't have some favorites

Lovely! Is that a sharpie?

Are we misappropriating office supplies again?

Then you alsp need to center in atop your head better lol

Fun fact: i can't see yellow highlighter

Not great but yeah

I also cant see red font easily

Or a lot of lighter ones

2024-09-20T12:03:39

How's yiur friday going?

Yay! 🎉

It's fine. My stuff kept messing up, so i told kirby again today since everyone was habing phone issues yesterday and it wasnt that important. Some back and forth about what i had vs what i need, so i shared my screen to say "hey, i do. Not. Have. Webex." And he was like "no calls yet!?!?" And long story short it is somehow my fault that ny new laptop did not and does not have the phone app i need. So havent had a call. Sad, lol

Yes. I did not feel the need or want to argue, so i didnt. Iiiiiiiii read all my emails and iiiiiiii know the rules lol

But i guess everyone else had theirs already so idk

He also seemed overly alarmed that i hadnt been answering calls

Christopher, my dude. YOU have access to all the call logs, all the time. YOU knew i only actively worked this week starting yesterday. Whatever.

A little disheartening that no one sees how little i care about doing a good job, but again, not my problem

Exactly!

Okay Mr WannaBeAPhysicist, then -would I be okay spraying clean & dry objects this weekend if it's hot/humid?

Hmm, okay

Not an absolute necessity to do it, sometimes when i get motivation to do things i have to do it RIGHT THEN

What are you up to now? Daydreaming of coworkers lying naked next to you?

NOPE

Id much rather be under you

Ohh?

You do have nipples.... we all start out as the same basic zygote

So does that mean you won't be throwing me down to look at the gasp of desire you pulled from me?

Mmmmmmmkay

Gladly

You still have to get me high

Maybe you should go take care of that, lol

You're "available"

For sure

Yes please

I only work for like an hour and change more today

3 minutes early but thanks! You too

What are your many plans?

I thought of something semi-cool for you to google

It's a friday and you live in lansing. That's unlikely lol

See ahove

How do you think i feel about shouting in general?

Indeed

What'd you get me? ;)

Cant tell til it's ready

What are you doing with all your freedom?

Inspire you to what?

And almost, but no. You?

Okay!

More than one, yes

Are you referring to their Malaysia show?

Hard to say.... one sex

https://variety.com/2023/music/news/matty-healy-the-1975-speech-malaysia-kiss-imprisoned-liberal-outrage-1235750730/

I lovvvvvvvvvvve Matty

😊

What is it?

Love it! Do you know what it will be?

I must know!

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She's a little relaxed

Having fun?

Im in the same factory setting! Gettibg lots accomplished so maybe i can be a touch more sane

What are you doing tomorrow?

Inebriated yet?

If someone asked you about me and reading and books, what would you tell them?

Hmm
Curiouser and curiouser

I am professionally trained to cook, clean, and maintain a decorum of contentment

https://open.spotify.com/track/0wIFAHbaUucA8mog7Y2IDD?si=nUsGPZ1MRc2J6T4WlK79ww

So helpful lol

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And "sex"?

Thanks! Youre the cat's pajamas

https://open.spotify.com/track/6RUKPb4LETWmmr3iAEQktW?si=RVn6nQJKShq9OJXY2hmsHg

https://open.spotify.com/track/2uuTo18bRgXj3RvlbZKMvU?si=_4weAvwmQMOE1K8AR2sxwg

You want to smother me, eh?

Okay, let's say I'm in front of you cladnin stretchylace lingerie, wet, ready. You can have whatever you want. What do you do next?

Awwww sad

Ohhhhh I'm a very good girl

Happy to throw in some attitide if you feel like taming a brat though

??

I'm glad :)

How deeply should i interpret the lyrics?

I'm sending this in a mild attempt to make you think. I have a shrug and a smirk to go with it - classic Rebecca

I hope you laugh

https://open.spotify.com/track/73uoSkdELRTmovsYkbmHlB?si=q83dJYjaRwSpLh6shrBdvQ

Why do you think you're being a drama queen?

I appreciate you, and i appreciate you appreciating me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6eutgX6jfXAsjTXgQtCtYV?si=dFTKUv3GRvy_0aubsH-RFQ

I think youd also like Fletcher

And maybe Bleachers

So talk to mw

*me

What are you feeling? What's going through your mind?

Please tell me more

Oh i would love to. I make a good koala, if you can imagine such a thing

You get that i crave you taking control and being on top of me, right?

Why were you throwinv a pity party?

And moreso, why not invite me? I enjoy lamenting as much as the next lover

Ditto

Because i am safe amd so are you and it's a mutual reflection of the same wavelengths. Like how the sea and the sky mirror one another

What is "hiding" to you?

Oh damn

Do you think you know who you are?

I'm also a safe space because i dont particularly focus on how someone gender or sex identifies

Like shopping for something generic. Pasta. If it's what I'm craving then i dont care what label is on the box vs what i get so long as it satisfies what I want or need in that space and time and etc

Sorry if i get kinda ethereal and sloppy. Might have taken some shots

Does it make sense, above?

I'm also exploring like i think you are

Do you want me to ask you anything specific?

What do you want to say right now, no holds barred.?

I assure you, you arent

I'm in the mood for something deep but if you're sleepy we xan call it a night. Or i can just ask normal questions

Whay surprised you tonight? I didnt do anything

I really mean it when i say i might be the most accepting, forgiving, compassionate, generous, and kind person you've ever met

Ironically, i think of it as reverse karma

So much nehati e has come to me in so many ways that i try and balance out the good and evil in the universe

I dont know that it'll ever be level, but i try.

My dark and twisty is a direct correlation to my kindness

Ditto

And thank you

I think you can probably have any story of mine now. When you want one, just ask. I dont think there are any i would restrict from you

Rhe beat way i can describe how i perceive you is kins of like a maze. Linear, complex, but there's a way through. Your essence to me is clear, not muddled or opaque in any sense

I wish i could describe that better

How do you perceive me? First impression, over our course of connaisance so far, now?

Okay

Yes, you have. Thank you

Do i give off that energy? Just, automatically?

Do you remember when you "knew" that's how i am?

How?

You are welcome to ask wverything you want

A few reasons

I like you
You mire than deserved it
I wanted you to think of me as more than nothing
I like to stand out for good memories
I want you to like me back
I dont know how else i would do anything, if that makes sense
Too many people have told me i wasnt this or that or whatever, so i made it a point to prove them wrong
A little bit of conditioning
I do that for myself when I'm swirling and it helps remind me I'm more than garbage

Why you? Well, you said yes, i liked your instant friendliness, and i think you saw me drowning a little and cared
I just felt connected

Why do you ask?

I also knew at my core, pretty quickly, that something intimate was going to happen between us, though i wasnt exactly sure what or who would be involved

Same

I do have an observation and what is probably a disturbing statement

Are you asking what it is?

I trust you, but have been wrong before, so in my mind there's not really anything you would do to me that i couldnt handle. And if i realllllly couldnt handle it, i have set plans for how to deal with it on my own

Basically there isnt a whole lot more trauma thar anyone can do that i havent experienced at some level already and the worat that happens is i die, and ive been okay with that for a long time

I also didnt think you could or would do anything malicious. It's a sense i have and have opted to ignore before bit i felt none of that with you

Is there a reason you're going down this path of questions? I'm looking to see where these thoughts are originating from and maybe why

Like, are you asking to do some different playing? I am open to a lot, you just have to communicate

I also just want to say that we met at a very odd point for me and i fully believe the universe worked some magic to place you where i desperately needed someone and hopefully i cancome close to filling the same role foe you

I also believe that my destiny is to absorb the bad. I have the mentality of "at least it's me and i can handle whatever, or i know what to do if it's too much". I've felt that way as long as i can remember. I feel like some hybrid of a martyr, a siren, and an albatross. Honestly.

I wonder the same, in reverse. Especially because no one sees me, ever. I showed you the impressive things so you wouldnt dismiss or forget me and ao i could show you i was worthy of your time. It also reminds me that i am not nothing

I really like you too

❤

Thank you

One of these days I'll tell you more about how Sunday thru Wednesday went

Beaux reves, mon prince

😊

I hope you slept well

At some point today i think i would like to tell you the family drama. The main one, at least

2024-09-21T10:25:01

Heya

That is not a doggo

Is that your bed?

Why is it pathetic?

How are you today?

Overall good, some physical ailments but that's not new

What did you have and how much? Sounds fun!

Overall good, some physical ailments but that's not new

What did you have and how much? Sounds fun!

Mmmhmmmm

No herbal essenceing??

Really?

God i wish i could get drunk with you right now. Anytime, but especially now

??

I love it!

But mine might be some nibblea. I dont think i would do smoking well

Still want me?

So is that a yes?

Oh good :)

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Yep

Not for me though

Lol

That was a good summer. I learned to walk, lol

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I ALWAYS have black makeup on

Hey you

I might have some news

It's likely that I'll be here all alone for quite some time next weekend, the last one of September

Now it's your turn to tell me something

Very exciting!

What about something that would jive with my one track gutterming?

*guttermind

Fully processed?

Fuckkk yes!

Bigger as in more voluminous or a broader covered area?

Lol awesome

If you get to pick one place to finish, that would be....?

Good

But why?

I want you to be more depraved, if there's an option l9l

And that's where i like it best too

Somwthing i literally just now heard as a "try this ro go from vanilla to ghost pepper" is missionary but then my left ankle over your left shoulder, then slow, purposeful, and deep thrusts

Mmmmmm

I need more of what carnal cravings you have please

I was so so confused

Not sure if that was apparent

:)

What was i like in that moment? Everything you remember

I hope so, those were fantastic

You're welcome to grab fistfuls of my ass anytime

I dont really understand that one?

Me grincing and swirling and rocking and spelling with my hips on you, it still feel good? Do you chafe? Do you lose to finishing at all?

2024-09-22T03:38:37

Hiiiiiii

I'm so sorry i fell asleep mid-response

Please expound on everything

2024-09-22T08:50:21

Bon matin mon chou!

2024-09-22T09:54:44

I really wish i could spend time with you tod

* today

Omg saaaaaame

If i have the house to myself next weekend, would you like to cum over?

It will likely be messy and i have 3 cats and a dog. I also have 3 different inhalers and a nebulizer with a ton of

Keep in mind, i have a full length mirror that's moveable

Indeed

So if you wanted to sit at the edge of the bed and watch the backside of me bobbing up and down

Yeah, i hope so

2024-09-22T12:56:31

How's your day?

You like that idea, yes? Get creative with your imagination ;)

What else would you like?

Yes!

I mean it when i say you can do almost anythingggggg with me

I wish i could express how good it feels to be wanted and that someone thinks I'm attractive

You're winning insane amounts of points in that regard.... like, my pamties may as well launch down when i hear you say magical things

I'm borderline Rx high right now and i want you sooooo much more. I want to be this way and beyond next time we intertwine

I have a request too

I want to make out. A lot. It's my favorote thing in the world

When it comes to "body count" of kissing anyone, ive definitely been in the 9th circle of whoredom, lol

Used to keep a literal list

I have an idea you might like, too. Unsure if it'll work but "nothing happens unless forst a dream" (that's a Carl Sandburg quotation)

Fuccccxkkkkkk yes please

Oh, yes

May i do the same?

I may want to make you food

How is the project going?

I've bedm a sweaty mess almost all day lol

I used to collect aprons..... and yes, for you i would

Lol okay

Make sure you stretch too. I have ideas that mighy involve you needing to be bendy

Thanks, you too!

The veils between the realms should be awfully thin tonight then

Tou can eat until midnighr, cant you?

How can i help?

Think about other things, lol

Like people who text you

Who have excessive lingerie

And matching libido for their slutty fashions

Good. I fucking loved it

Take all the time you want at the downstairs candy store

Project?

Is that safe?

You doing alright? Did you asphyxiate on polyurethane fumes?

So you were being catsphyxiated. Got it. Been there, lol

When do i get to know what the project is?

Oooo guess what happened 11 years ago today, apparently

(The internet reminded me)

First transplant call

It did not work out

Actually, most people get at least one false start call

Alors, je me dors maintenant

Beaux reves et bom chance avec votre sang au matin ❤️

Good morning to you too!

Yay!

How did it go?

What kind of stick are you?

Pretty good

I mean, yiu can judge

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How are you?

Awww thanks!

All yours

Soon

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😊

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He says you have to fight him for me

He's the chonky one

Do you have any favorite games?

Any board games? Drinking games?

Maybe we'll change that

Lol i see what you did there

That's not the point of games!

Im not people lol

Do you happen to collect or enjoy Japanese ceramics?

Well if you happen to want some, i have them

Yes! And larger things for more tea

I find things in the wild and don't neceaaarily have a need or pirpose dor them but they're beautiful and need rescuing, so i bring them home and hold on to them until i find someone i deem deserving

Yes, nice things ARE nice

For sure! I only work most of it, lol. Lots of friday off for me

I think this will be my between calls project today

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No remarks? Fine, no Paris croffice wall updates for you. Dommage et tant pis

Guess who has accesd to bcr4 and claimscenter!!!

I know, right?

Mime was imsaaaaane

The one person nobody likes basically had a rant about how we were too coversational and her power is out and "everything and everyone is really pissing [her] off" and evvvveryone muted themselves at almost exactly the same time

I speak futbol if you'd like to interject that

Just found a very squishy part of me

Youll love it

I told you it's yours for the taking

Clever boy

You working all of wednesday?

What are your favorite foods and sweets to consume? What about to create?

Lol. Very nice

Might happen friday, who knows

Do you actually want to come over? That's a question you've yet to answer

And is it feasible

Tell me what fiblets you need and I'll make it happen

Maybe

And new tiny skirts

Omggggggg

I'm best with cream filling

Yeah but I'm having you clean it up lol

Saaaaaaaaaame

Up to you if it turns into a snowball

What would you like to know?

(Laptop for scale)

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Looks better without anything but skin underneath too

Excellent

You dont need to escape forever.... make a pharmacy run or something

Not today, just to be clear

Maybe a grocery run? Food in general? I can always order it to get here so you have it to take home

For sure

Thursday night at the earliest

I would say tonight but this house is atrocious

Lol youre so cute

What would you need? Utilitarian

Seriously? Here's the info you'd need:

I am no less hairless than when we parted ways

There are pets & their furses everywhere

Lots of laundry & mess

Bed is accessible

Bathroom might be messy and dusty but okay otherwise

There might only be like a 2 hour window for this evening. Some time after 530 but idk exactly when yet

You now have enough infor for a decision

That's amazing to hear

It's more of a "me" thing since i kmow you're meticulously clean, but it's only ever me doing anything improvementy here and i feel alobbery and slovenly about it

So should i take that as a yes or no for this evening? Just asking so i can decide how to plan the rest of my day :)

I most definitely understand

Ummmmm you packed your things in separate zip topped baggies

I did not see your office!

💋

Lol car hair

I happen to love cleaning

Just sayin

Um, what are you doing that gets EITHER of those hairs in your teeth?!

I will get you some damn floss but i cant help with how you provide your automobile and pet servicing

This is NEVER ohio!

That's an interesting perspective

Have you seen me in flannel?

Oh! I did!

I haven't before but if you like them then i do too

:)

Is there really nothing kinkier you'd like to inform me of?

Oh boy do i have an outfit planned for you

It's already plaid

And green

With suspenders

And maybe a tie

I dont have to wear the bow-topped jigh highs with the 'fit but i cannnmmm

Yeah i thought i migjt make it hard

You're aware i had 3 different sets of lingerie with me that night?

You didnt even see what i wore there!

Tell me what it was then

You are incorrect on half of that

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And "sheer"

What were my panties like?

Did you take them off me?

Fuccckkkkk

Do it again

I will ALWAYS want you to be the one to take them off me

If im wearing any

I actually think assertive (not aggressive) is incredibly hot

Show me and tell me what you want and you can have it

I waited in that chair for aaaaaaaaages, lol

I say this with just the slightest pinch of caution - for you i dont think there will be a line. Ever

Sure, sure.... i dont know how to explain this better but i have seriously few boundaries and sometimes want some fucked-uppery in my life

Yes, me too

But i also know there are some things i might want that youd never do, so i do my best to refrain from stating or asking

Old world such as?

Seriously, I've heard it all

I think

I'll tell you some if you want

After you tell me some

BUT ALSO

I neeeeeed to make or procure you something

What will it be? Don't be shy, but also dont say "your body is gift enough" or i might puke

Hearing that, to me, implies that i have zero control over my body in that it would be yours

Nope

Barrettes? Big clips? Tiny clips? French combs? Vivid dyes? Tinsel inserts? Feather extensions? Headbands? Bobby pins? Volume rollers? Curling wand? Flat iron? Scrunchie? Disney princess brushes?

Mayhaps

Though i have spiral things that rip oit way less hair than hair ties

But are you opposed to those listed above?

Yes yes yes

Black and neutral. How delightfully enjoyable

Show meee

Wish me luck!

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It's cute!

Lol. Id invite you iver to help but alss i am now only alone in my head today

Add these guys to the project mix

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Yep

I say youre fine

Check the other head?

Jeeeeeeeesus

Fuuccccckkkkkkk

Subject

& object

(-Ify)

Are you googling?

If i wasnt sweaty AF and rearranging a curio right now you'd be in so much trouble lol

I am your object

Duh

Lol

It is

The fuckery kind

Yeah you'll def have to come here friday or saturday

I certainly hope so

What is this "it" of which you speak?

What else?

Psshhhht like i haven't thought worse

I need to know, dear sir

My nakeup is always waterproof

What a curious thing to say

Pourquoi?

How many pain killers do you plan on me needing after?

I just have no idea what your plans are

You dont need to tell me super specifics, but some things i def need to know

Sorry for the delay, almost had a disaster

Please share

And if you want to hurt me, we talk about it first is all

Okay, these are solid answers, thank you

Though i will say it's a tiny bit confusing because aside from your 2 reasons, why would there be pain?

Lol at taps

I understand more of where you're coming from. And your line of thinking and resp9nse wasnt stupid, just not aligned with what i thought

And i figured my eye makeup would be messed up from crying

Im really sorry I'm this way

Lol okay

As long as you put in your pound taxes too

You're correct

If you say so

😛

Gen exxxxxxxxx

Do you want to know why it's hard for me to believe the your pleasure is mine thing?

Because it usually starts that way but then you like what i do more than anything else, or i get easier to manipulate and then it turns into an IOU feeling situation

That's the short version

You in general are jot a part of it at all, it's just learned from experience

I'm very glad to hear ll the rest of what you said

Awwwwww

Mmhmmm

That makes me feel so, so good

Totally fine

I have a silly thing to admit

I cant tell if/when you're hard or not

It's not something I've ever been able to feel

No?

Only if we're touching the maighty places

Whatever you want

Your interpretagion was incorrect

Lol same

If I'm honest, all i want to hear is you talk sex. Anything and everything

This might sound weird - do you still feel good things if you dont finish? Like, actions that night still felt good on you?

Even if it takes me forever?

"Tightness" and i have an odd relationship, and that's enough of my take on that for now.

Any and all of your thoughts regarding such a thing?

You have the experience

That's what id like to know

I would lovvvvvvve that. Please please please please play with me. Explore me. I am 10000% serious - i know how to do things for you but next to nothing about myself

Does my tightness question make any sense at all? Because you havent answered it

Hmmmm

I am unsure how to respond

Too tight? Not enough?

You answered :) thank you

I agree

Find some seclusion and I'll def shake our worlds up

I hope you make me one too

I want so so so much from you. With you.

Sure

Thank you. I have never felt purely wanted like i do with you

You are too

An overwhelming amount

I have so much more to share with you. Things i font even know i don't know

Might have to wait til the morrow... i keep falling into this silly sleep state

Same. Very much the same

2024-09-24T06:58:48

Bem dia!

Ok thanks

Como va te?

Oooooh say more!

Mmmmmmmmm

Yes please

You'll have to tell me of these "ways we would get on"

Pretty please...?

I would kill to know what it said, what you thought and felt

Really

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Unknown at this time. Dependent on spousal decision

Lust, good. Anything else? I know what was in my mind

I'm crafting & thrifting tomorrow. Suggestions? Ideas? Desires?

Para te?

Lol close

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Day going well?

Caught me a baby Stitch!

Like a fun hackathon or a "lets try and break AF again" one?

I would be ao glad if you could come hang out here instead

Stupid phones

Today is everyone's due date so it's nonstop. Shopping + drinking for me later for sure!

But more about my face.... you tell me more and I'll tell you something you'll like and may or may not know

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Surprise, yes

Why do you think surprise?

It's my new dino geadband lol

*headband

Yes.... and ao many other things

I was also worried about hurting you

Yrs

You had no such fear?

Ps i organized my washi tape

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Is there a way dor you to describe "open up"?

What made you nervous? Was it that it was a first for me and i didn't really know what to do? I may have comical commentary on that l9l

Did you know at that point? Like, you'd felt already? Were you concerned I'd crush you?

Ive been told before that I'm painful or uncomfortable to be in

Mmmm yes please!

I'm almost positive you would have had to have fingered me before that but i digress

Silly vain rebecca always wants to be the tightest anyone's had, and i try not to overexaggerate how ive heard i am

But i honest to deity didnt think you'd fit

Anyway, comical commentary: if i can't angle right, is me reaching for you and putting you where you need to be with hand placement what I'm supposed to do? Does that make sense?

So it's a relatively normal thing to do?

Where did you look while i was on top of you?

Can you see without glasses?

I asked before and I'll ask again and if you need clarifications, please ask

What scarring could you feel in any capacity?

I have an incredible amount of internal scarring

Guessing that means you couldnt feel an iud either lol

Didnt expect what?

I have not

There's plenty more complications that involve several stories

You're welcome to know, you'll need to ask

I dont know what's tmi for you

Okay. Which story, because i dont know thar youve heard the worst. And that's a subjective term

Short story is blahblahblah damage and blahblahblah it's nice to not exsanguinate and blahblahblah no one wanted to do a hysterectomy since there wasn't anything malognant or biologically "wrong", hence iud

In all fairness, both worda were correct

Is that the only one you've heard frim me?

Meaning? Literal words here are fine

Oh, yes

Let's not forget i was in it too, and my pets and my mom

But.....i haven't told you a lot

I think so

I dont want you broken though

But i feel like these should be told to you, and it's my core feeling to have to know them. That you deserve them,kind of

❤

Because i dont know if this is clear, my father's actions were just that once, or at least not more than that week. It was 7 more years of my brother and it only stopped then for really shitty reasons

But remember how i say i was born an adult and raised myself? Yeah. My mom became an on call firefighter and emt when i was 8 and i have no recollection of my father's familial involvement other than mandated holiday pictures. Like, no idea when he came home from work or any of that. So she would get paged to a fire call and that would always be a minimum of an hour and change of us being at the house alone. Because it was a completely on call department, she worked as she pleased, 24/7/365. And she had insane pride at her 100% response records

I literally do not remember not being in an adult mindset. And that sucks

So you're clear on the last big text i sent, right?

And thank sweet baby jesus it's after 1615

Today was A DAY

He is still walking the earth. He calls once or twice a year. I get a check twice a year that's dismal based on what i know.

He only has my number because my brother accidentally gave it to him one time. It really was an accident.

My mother made me call him while i was sitting in the ambulance and the house was still in flames and my brother was about to be brought up in a body bag. It wasnt that she was too sad - her sister and her best friends were tgere and ao was her fire department. She just hates him that much. Her best insult has always been a reactive "you're just like your father" if she was really pissed off. To my brother or me.

That father of ours lives in Florida now. At The Villages. Go ahead and google it. He moved there like 12 hours after telling me.

They divorced when i was 13 or 14. He moved out and lived 4 miles away. The next time i saw him i was 24. He lived in Gaylord from some time after i was 18 until he moved to Florida.

What else would you like to know? That's a legit question

I didnt ever see doctors except for diabetes, and that wasn't anything that was addressed

Your statements are correct. I don't know how much she knew about what my father did - i can tell you more later (decided i needed to wscape the house for a sec) but i/we (brother) were walked in on more than once and her/their responses there were abysmal at best

If you processing this means you dont want to be physical anymore then you'll need to tell me that very specifically

But i would not blame you

You okay?

I mean, kind of escaping. Just temporary, am back home. Was close to your house actually. I am quite a lot

I am okay. I think in physical pain? It's hard to tell. Just drank a teensy tiny bottle of Pink Whitney. Yep, totally basic vibes here lol

Cleaning and crafting now. Working 1.5 hours tomorrow, then quick doc appt (oh, might bring that back up - nothing wrong but it's an interesting point) then taking the rest of the day to do what i please

I have no idea what that means in real people speak, but sure

Part of me being weird and awkward AF is not understanding too much nuance

Okay Charlotte

Haha, thanks

Ditto to you as well, from the department of redundancy department

We open at 6am in the morning

Yes, when it"s EST in the eastern time zone

I've seen that one, always good!

Did you want to ask a question or should i ask you one?

Level of weight,

?

Lol no. As in how heavy do you want the question

But you're welcome to answer that so long as you guess mine too

I feel like 482.4 is incorrecy

I am amazed that i was mostly on point there!

Thanks for sharing

And the next portion of that response?

I have no idea what that might be, but i had said you need to guess my weight too

Okay, heavy questions

Drugs: a history of yours please

And next, what made you assume I'd had a hysterectomy? Other than me telling you pregnancy wasn't a possibility

I'm just curious what i might have said for those assumptions


Hahahahhahaha youre so cute. Now guess for realsies

I'm reading that a few ways

Which is the right way?

As long as you dont care that ive swallow millions of babies myself

So then i read it as

You think i am also cute

You think i weigh approx the same

Perhaps more but those were the main 2 posits

Not really

Points?

I have 2 questions that are harsher

Now 3

What made you decide to do some..... things with me?

In general and me specifically

Haha, thanks

If i hadnt fucked myself over a lot, id be a hell of a lot smarter

No, for real

Plenty of brain damage from a few things

Anyway, next:

Why did you get married ?

Sometimes, and in some ways, yes

Yes, it was

Absolutement

Did you ask her to get married?

And i do not doubt any of this, but i think perhaps your perspective on lengths of time might be different that what most people (me/i) would think

You were 12 when that one started?

Did i math wrong?

That's interesting

Ever do anything with her besides hand holding? Not meant to sound sarcastic, it's a literal question

What else would you like to say in relation to what ive asked?

You're doing really well, thank you

Why didnt you see another option?

Why did existing kids make you hesitate?

So it wasnt that you wanted to make your own kids

*Your own bio

Interesting

What did you & she use for bc for those 16ish years?

What are your thoights and feelings and whatever on condoms?

How many women have you told you loved them? How many have told you? How many were overlap?

Has anyone told you and you not reciprocated?

I have more questions (always will), but would you like to say or ask anything right now?

 ​❤️​ to a photo 

I know where linden is

Went there a few dozen times

Lol okay. My referent is in genessee county

Gotcha

I only ever had one childhood home

Ages 0 - 30

Yes. Did you not know that?

It's clear to me, so i may not have

But that's the house that caught fire

I lived other places but that was always my home base & permanent address

If you need more clarity, please ask

Nah, you're fine

Do you happen to know how long ive worked at the same place you do?

About

I started 3/20/2017

Same day as Daniel Teuma, if you happen to know him

Samesies

He and my neighbors are friends

They're cameroonian

And i am french fluent

I'm a little inebriated so i apologize if this gets weird. Youll just have to tell me

Did i tell you when the fire was?

Hmm. Interesting

August 8 or 9 2016

I think it also depends on perspective, the date

know not know this. Really?

I need to know more of what this question means

You said "what would you say?" Like, if i wrote ab obit for him? What do i think of that one? What would i say in regard to _____________?

Oh, yes.

To me, his last day of living and the last time i saw him or any pets or that my house and belongings existed is August 8. I woke up August 9. So for those 2 or so hours in between, it's schroedingers guess. And i have no idea when he died either. Official cod was carbon monoxide but there was plenty else it could have been. I have more to say on that maybe but whatever. He was unsaveable at any point during the fire, so August 8 makes more sense to me.

He was not touched by any flames. Fire moves up & out like a mushroom cloud first and he was in the center of the basement. That's always a question whether you want to admit it or not. I also remember very little for a while after that, so the 8th is as good as any. It's also easier to remember because it was my cousin's birthday

There are so, so many more stories. And i know there are more that i do not remember right now at all but suddenly I'll

Have that random memory

Being held by you is nice

I will probably get weird abiut ut at points

I dont typically do well with touch even though i crave it

Friday

I asked you once if you had any clue what my mental health diagnoses might be/have been, or if you even wanted to know. What would you surmise now?

It's cheating to just say one of the ones i already told you, lol

I have the next questions ready in my head whenever you choose

Or you are always welcome to ask

Would you have really just let me keep grinding and doing whatever on you? Until when? And then what happens?

I can keep it darker

So you would have let me keep going?

Maybe i should have

I can't

Like CAN'T

It's too good is how i can describe it

Fuckkkkk yes

I want to experience more and know i can go farther than i did but it's a super insane amouht of scary for me

I. Could. Die.

Am i remembering accurately that you said you might want to actually look at me? Or did you just say explore?

There's so much to that last yext i dont understand

Well, i dont really understand the wanting to see all of me

And what of that makes you an evil genius? I understand that was flirtatious i just, i dont get where the turn on is in seeing me and all the flaws and ick and weirdness

I am sorry

I know it's a nkce thing, and it dies make me glad... it's unfamiliar

I'll have to use more vulgar (Latin reference) words i think. Tell me when

??

To confirm (or deny)

You honestly waht to look at weird, foldy, flappity, moist pink bits? Like, that's not unappealing to you?

You're not trying to point out flaws or tell me what's wrong until i ask?

If you get up to 3 objectives out of this, anything at all, what are they?

How do you envision this? Like, kind of clinical or in the dark or dim while feeling or both or???

This is literally something i cannot imagine someone liking to do, that's the bewilderment

Right?

In my mind, all i can picture is very straightforward and medical-ish. That's not necessarily a bad thing, just very different

But sweet jesus do i want you to explore me. And us. And vice versa

Got my towel!

I am here for everything, yes, calm

Hey btw.... Friday

Stuff comes up for me all the time

Just sayin

Maybe it does for you too

Would you like to say what it is?

Fuck, I'm sorry

No it isnt

Then that means I'll let you know the second you can be here Friday and you can stay till i sort if have to kixk you out

Hmm. I have many similar i thoughts and experiences and wide differences to your plight

Not to make this the rebecca show but it makes me incredibly reflectively sad

It also makes me want to have so so so much fun for and with you

You know i like to add truth to things

You would, therefore, be welcome to take pictures

I set the rules though

Maybe we just use your phone this time. My rules are really simple so please try to not fuck them up :)

I would also much rather fuck

This was primarily a bonus for you

Loa dos aokoa buenos

*sonos

Last time.....

Your state of sobriety?

There was no requirement btw

Or you did and i didnt underatand

I dont think we're on the same page??

How drunk/sober were you when we met up?

Do you wish you had been different?

Any reason?

Thanks

I think i know one part that still really throws me off

You were just.... happy. And enjoying. Undetermined when you were thrusting in me. Like there wasn't an end goal and you were just there and living it

How do you mean i wont crack you?? There's absolutely zero way for you to know that

It was entirely new

You know thar

My person?

Oh

I think it probably looked weird and dumb, so.thank you

You saw my face when i finished?

God i hope you will

Anyway, my question above

You're good

Can you describe them? Good, bad, any and all between

Good

Decide? Idk. Describe? Yes. What do you think my face or body or both were expressing?

Mmmm

I'm starting to make sense of a few things, i think

Meanwhile

https://www.google.com/search?client=ms-android-verizon-us-rvc3&sca_esv=7cd1e08dbde2eff0&sca_upv=1&sxsrf=ADLYWIK1WLqEc3QVGROL1bnwWsslXcbluw:1727234541150&q=facial+expressions+emotions+wheel&udm=2&fbs=AEQNm0B3WNFCYvaBrNDHYAL-6rQSsFLQdEBB_H1bSYTxvkCOnEcUtKfg_kGGL5C3GRQpmB7wWvrOnyNEEuyWAh-lALtvDaniWf4IvHdU3wmpHc-TgsgAJCIYMTdYCXEMbp5R71NEJ8Vc4WMDjIROrMt0cpLT-RaqKZ6uq2wAWzo8lKtAso61LgcYeOixy75BB-BDZFP3_vHSIVzQSqwJDQYOHgTtzgSl724nh0-vS5HffUF8tgDtmXM&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjGhJOKkt2IAxVCpIkEHUQ9KQQQtKgLegQIGBAB&biw=384&bih=701&dpr=2.81#vhid=dbzOiySljx4RjM&vssid=mosaic

The entire wheel was involved, lots of outermost spokes

I can't tell if you could see beyond what you said already

Okay

I dont think so? Your words, yes, but that's been intentional

I've seen kind of an internal "oh shit" double take

Have i missed it?

It's absolutely okay to not tell me, to tell me now, to wait, to do all of those

Thank you

Therapy tool

Okay (also a book reference)

You can tell me when we fuck and maybe get fucked up on Friday

There is something you'll perhaps be astonished at, and probably scared, but you shouldnt be, and when you're ready i want to tell you

This one is dark

You sure?

Okay then we wait

Ja, katze

Adyin kiska, da

Russian

Kiska = kitty

They say "koskiskiskiskiskiskiskisk" to call them like we'd say "here kittykittykittykitty"

Koshka = cat

Gato en espanol

Though gateau en francais in cake....

Someone get me to ohio!

Gateau and gato are about the same sound

One is cake, the other is cat

Ew45 says they eat pets in Springfield Ohio

How are you unaware of his quasi-latest blunder?

Did i ever tell you about the township supervisor i knew growing up?

Nope. Hometown of Brighton (just a littlw bit super.ultra hardcare republican)

Like, hosts ew45 rallies and was an actual Tea Party stop

Yes

Thank yiu

That was an interesting choice

Anyway, that supervisor and my father are one and the same. He was a trustee for a few years too

He actually said one time that fox news was his fave but getting too liberal

Why the wtaf?

Yws

Go ahead and ask the google

Yes

Dont be sorry

It will take a very long time for me to "get it"

Oh fuck

I love you too

Fuck now I'm swirly again

It's good

Like, really good feeling

And i audibly gasped

Friday will be so unbelievably good

This is weird but i feel really calmish now

Like, slower thoughts maybe

We'll talk au matin, as you wish

Good morning to you! How are you?

That's good!

My instant answer is "better"

Calmer, at peace happy, cared for, listened to, valid.... after you did, ofc

Yes

But a person is way better

Connected - that's another word

Undissociated?

I cant tell if you can tell when I'm disconnecting orpanick-starting or anything like that

Please

It's so so helpful

And it's almost always nothing you will habe done

I hinted at one thing but you couldnt have known and i was fine

Do you want to know one thing that transpired that could have been better? As in, i probably could have panicked but felt safe enough?

Me audibly hearing the door lock when i didnt know that was going to happen

It's a "me" issue and it was sensible and needed to be done, i should have asked you ahead of time to warn me ifwhen you're going to switch the deadbolt part

It is not a big deal

And you are fine

You also dont know anything about that story

My reaction.... can you explain?

I thought i was showing calm but maybe not

Oh. I dont think it was sarcasm. I dont have a word for it though

Kind of screaming in panic while maintaining decorum and trying to be happy-pleasant and still make a pount but not ruin any mood

That's more than one word lol

Ew i kkow right

I only work for an hour and a half but still. Yesterday was enoughhhhhhh since everyone's invoice was due on 9/24 and no one reads our emails so they were all the same 4 or 5 questions nonstop all day

Hey btw.....

1 - i work on the floor for now

2 - procured you a couple things so far

Omg

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Like.... i sit on the floor now

Much more comfortable

About friday....

Please tell me your realistic thoughts plans ideas etc

That was previsely what i was looking for

Hahahahaha

I cant guarantee how late you can stay, just so you know

Lol okay. All I'm saying is probably not more than like 6 or 8 hours. Probably.

But who knows

Could be morw

Okay, good luck

Im off to an appt then doing what i feel like

2024-09-25T10:59:46

I did a thing. Be proud. It always sucks

:/

That's just me trying to smile

Do you have any idea what it was?

Hinestly

Lol okay thanks

Lol close

Im not 40 yet, do not indicated

How is the day?

Balanced for friday??

L9l

Wanna tell me dirty, lustful things?

I very much hope so

I do believe you

Vain as it may sound, the positive reinforcement is amazingly helpful in me wanting to let you in more

In every sense

Yesssssss

Oh it's lovely!!!

But seriouslyv- tell me I'm pretty, im fun, that you want me, that you cant wait to break into me again

Oh! I thought of something else i like & want & need

You tell me and then I'll tell you mine from above!

Well fine! Lol

Can i still say mine?

Cum warning(s)

I want youbto tell me

Yes please

No matter where lol

So you think you'll be able to tell me?

You want more spicy questions?

Done for the day yet? Fix the systems so i can stop phone calls yet?

Yours aren't angry customers and agents and idiot BDCs

Tradesies?

Bon chance

Ohhh i hope you're okay and you come back soon

I wish i could invite you over

:(

What else would you like to say? To get off your chest?

How can i help?

Babe?

Okay, well, i hope you'll be alright

2024-09-25T20:34:16

Not to be clingy but are you okay?

Okay thanks

I guess have a good night?

Okay um, I'm very confused but i hope you can tell me soon. I can go get coffee after work or something if youd like tomorrow

Friday still a plan?

Okay. Im glad. This was a wild amount of confusion

Right

Jusr know that i do actually want you to tell me, dramatic or not

I love theatre, remember?? Lol

Paranoid and prepared have the same amount of letters

That's my life rule

And remember, just because you're paranoid doesnt mean they arent out to get you too

That's kind of how i always think

Dont be sorry! I'm glad you're telling me things for once instead of me yammering on and on

I'm not really so great but hopefully it passes by morning

I hate how i feel now but all i can do is wait

Did you go anywhere beaides the parking lot at kroger?

Please share

But also, you don't know how or what i feel like. Or why or anything

Please don't be!

It makes me feel like less of an outsider to the common masses

I kmow i complain a lot and I'm sorry. Just as a ne perspective on me, being so fucked up for so ling really really sucks

Sorry, i was all sorts of disconnected and dissociated for like half the day. I think I'm finally coming back

It's really frightening to experience

Huh?

Oh wow
You did

It didnt ring

No prob

Tell me all you want

I can go upstairs

Seriously, im up.for the night

Okay

Just alcohol?

Can you explain why?

Okay

What else would you like to say?

Okay, i can do that, I'm happy to

I actually dont drink exceot like once or twice a year

Can you explain fragile and how that relates here in this comtext?

I understand that mentality

You can in like 36 hours or something

Did you get even a little close the other day? No is fine

That's the one

Do you recall what was happening when you were closest?

I'd love to hear it

Do i want you. Yes. Probably too much of you

I wanttttttt you to cum in me. That's an always yes answer. I love it

I didnt want to pressure you

I love the feeling if you being in the moment and needing all of me so carnally that you cant stop going faster in such an intense rhythm

I want you to takkkkkkke me

Lay your claim

Fuckkkk yes

Dirty older boy

Yez

Wanna know a (good) secret?

I'll explain this the only way i know how: youve been allll theyl way inside me. As in, hit the top

Were you aware?

That feeling is unreal

That's a big reason i was weirdly positioned on top. I didnt know what would happen if i rested all the way on you

And i loved it

Ditto

I mean that

You

Remwmber what?

You've hing in with me on plenty and i am happy to return the favor

You know where i live if you feel the need to bring by coffee lol

I will tell you something very sad but very true tomorrow

Love you too

2024-09-26T06:14:24

Good morning to my favorite flavor

How are you? 🙂

For sure. You dont start work for a while though so you could resleep

Efficient, lol

How would you feel about receiving a Scottish teddy bear? Not your tartan though

Girl, if that matters

For realsies?.

Im so glad!

I have a small selection of procured items for you now :)

You dont need to be embarrassed

The mind wanders where it wants and recognizes patterned behavior. Jumping to any, all, and worst conclusions is natural and works well if you need to be prepared for the worst. It's a pre-defense

Such as?

I am still unwell-ish. No idea what to do about that :(

Scenes end, things escalate to their climax, there'sa denouement, then a reaolution. It's how a drama works

I can. Maybe you have a solution. We're talking about you right now though

I'm glad you want to improve ;)

Were you short of breath because of anxiety?

You're welcome to one of my inhalers

Or sniffibg vaporub or peppermint oil can help

I know lots of ways that are supposed to help unpanic you

What kind of gift bag do you want?

Lots lol. When i see one i like, i get it

Excellent coworker today

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I officially have tomorrow after 12pm off

I also need to know your preferred shirt sizes, please. I'm aware this is unconventional.to ask

Well, kind of lol

Getting off work

So we can work to get off

It's the polylingualism

Bye, i can touch the tip of my nose with my tongue

Fun fact, right?

You have your own skills already, sir

And cum

Oh fuck, that was lewd

Sorry!

Anyway, i hope you devour me in every sense

It'll be lighter, even if i draw the blinds

Are you okay with me being about the same as last time, body-groom-etc-wise?

Haha, thanks

What if i decide to never remove any hair again?

That's not an answer!

Damn public hairs

But also..... IF i had any, they wouldn't make a sound

They'd stay stuck to the wax where they belong

But honestly i meant my legs mostly

Thighs, if that matters

Yep

Lol

And soft, downy fuzzes?

This is an ultimate stressor for me in all seriousness. Causes a ton of anxiety

I thought i was kind of bristly

Creamy is good?

I need actual words for how i taste, and if i can improve that over the course of 25 - 26 hours, wink-nod

I didnt do a damn thing except be showered lol

I have no idea what that means

But I'm hlad

*glad

I did not realize that

I actually had a lot of concern id be too dry for anything at all

Same!!!!!

I did miss that part

It's also weirdly confusing but okay :)

You actually wanted to lick your fingerss???

This is a whole new world to me

But hey, you could at least tell i was enjoying it all

So if someone made you use 10 words for what my face said at the finish line?

Very

So you could see that

?

It was really likw i stopped existing for a second and then there was a puddle and i had no clue what had happened

Weird. Like, not something i controlled at all. Didnt even sense it was about to happen

Thank you for answering my incessant questions. It really helps

Mmmmm

I might make you straddle my back and paw at me til it feela better again too lol

Want to hear something exciting?

My house has all my toys and any games

Might have a new, semi related question

Lol
You've had this phone for like a week and it knows you!

I was going to ask the latest you'd want to come over/latest you'd want to stay til

Sounds good

What are you up to right after work?

Or shortly thereafter?

I meant today...

She sounds damn lucky

Gotcha

Yes?

No. And he will be up north

Lolllllllll

I'll explain that and all of that unbearable stress at some point

I lovvvvvvvvvvve thst menu. I was going to go to town doing the same thing pretty much

Does anything at a bookstore interest you?

And am i correct that you do not need to go to reotown this evening?

Actually, there's a place there you should check out sometime

I dont know what your first statement means. Sounds heavy

Out of reotown?

You know you can just go there as a normal member of the public....

Not even the record lounge?

Yes! And allllll the thrift stores lol

Cute!

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Same

In goblin mode today lol

Doing my best

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And you really dont care what the house looks like?

Here too

And the pets wont make you sick?

Well it's hard to take care of basically 3 people and 4 animals when no one else does a god damn thing

It's hard to explain over text and be thorough

I did say "basically' ... him, me, his sister

She has 647739916 problems if she has one, and i really cant explain 14 years of this without vocalizing it

Are you planning on showering here? I will not be scented, if that matters

Just determines how thoroughly i clean my cesspool of a shower

Up to you

I can also give you nice biy smelling things

So.does my mother. Always has

Even when i was nothing but a clump of umbilical stem cells morphing into blastocysts

Kind of

Never actually smoked anything

I watched my brother chain smike an entire pack more than once

And eat an entire loaf of bread in one fell swoop

Youve seen part of his pic. Do you think we looked alike? Could you tell his height at all?

Also watched him pick up half a presmoked cigarette butt off the sidewalk say "oh fuck yeah a pall mall" and light it as he was walking away from class because he thought his teacher was dumb. I mean, they were but still

I have a related question next

Tall

I have a demonstrative pic, i think

Him with his prom date

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6'7"

Yep

I am less than 5'5"

He weighs less in that pic than you do now

Have you ever seen skinny Rebecca?

Here are some.... and some are just because i liked them

There are chunks of years where there isnt a single photo though. Intentionally.

Anyway

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I am between 19 and 30 in them

Traveled some, lol

The answer is yes, and maybe

Border of Argentina, Brasil, and Paraguay

Iguazu national park

Ive travelled..... a bit. Lol

2024-09-26T17:53:32

Got a question

I am so tired

Ready for that question?

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?

It is where i sleep

Where i am now

Where you'll be doing lots too me

So the mess isnt abhorrent enough to dissuade you as of that picture?

2024-09-26T23:37:29

Lol that's good because all i did was sleep this evening

Potential good news! Though it may just be neutral

2024-09-27T06:00:25

C'est le matin!!!

Vous etes excite??

(Ca ce n'est pas quoi vous pensez, mdr)

Alors, voila:

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Worthy tart

Love it

Well, i fo like words lol

*do

And I'm right

Maid je ne sais pas les regles

And you ARE a worthy tart...

...i even quasi cleaned just for you

Souris?!?

Peut etre

J'aike beaucoup la filme <>

Euh...
J'ai deja 3 chats....

Voici une challenge: vous essayez m'emproiviser

(Sp?)

Quoi??

(Et c'est avec une e au fin)

Je peut rester sauvage si vous le voulez

Le choix, c'est pour vous

Lol

I speak english too

But so we're clear - no google translating here

I'm standing against my half wall trying to motivate myself into the shower lol

You dont happen to know where the upstairs vacuum is, do you?

Someday

But I'll still be wearing socks in thay shower

Lol

Okay, showering now and have a silly committment at 8ish. Will talk to you then bv i have no willpower against exciting distractions

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Sorry, gotta work l9l

I didnt even put makeup on yet

Except that red lipstick ;)

Anyway, I'll take my meds if you take yours

You look pretty this morning too!

Duh

I have a very clingy assistant today

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Yes, i work from my floor

You're really going to do some of the really good same things as last time??

Your hair's at least way better than mine!

I onlywashed mine this morning so it would be clean when you grab and pull it

Fuck I'm excited!

I need you to pick a pattern/print/color

Just using your thoughts and generic terms please

What clothes do you want me to start in?

Are stairs an issue?

Mmmmmm

Just an fyi, you can stay as late as you want

Pleasssssse wait for me to give you an okay today, ok?

I need a lof of seevjces

And servicing

Aaaaand i have a tiny set of stairs you actually COULD eat me out on.... we should maybe figure that out

Do you think you'll overflow me? Do i make a lot of mess?

Might need your help adding a blanket lol

Lol samesies

Maybe you could teach me

M' emproiblviser

Gotta be firm

But seriously, i want you in control

*of me

I have a couple more logistic-y things please

You got the message that you can stay as late as you want?

Do you want lunch or what kind of drinks, snacksand stuff can i have on hand for you?

What color do you think i look best in?

Can i wear like 58 layers? Im cold lol. And i like when you take clothes off me

Will you be upset if i slam a quick adult drink right before you get here?

How are you doing with the noninebriating?

Thank youuuuu

Am i making you nervous?

I never intend to

Yes

But the vibe changed

So i wondered if something was wrong

Yes

Ok cool thanks

❤

Hypersensitive to environmental changes

It's a thing

Lol maybe

😊

Cant. My eyes roll back too far

😛

I have another request

😊

Ditto

But i care about you, so i didn't know if there was something else bothering you from the homefront or anything

Cambridge ones lol

Request, yes

I want you to do what feels best for you, and whatever i can do to help that magical release, please let me know

Really. If you're in a groove and need to pound the fuck out of me til ny head bangs the wall then I'm cool with it. I have tylenol llol

Me toooooo

Did i mention i LOVE the feeling of cum?

I do not

Why, may i ask, did violence make it into the discussion just now?